Days without porn: 58
I have neglected to keep up this blog, but I haven't relapsed at all on my addictions.  Tomorrow will be two months since the awful day when everything was discovered and I gave up my addictions for good.
My group therapy is going well, and it is helping me.  I have to tell my story tomorrow which is a little nerve-wracking but it is something I need to do and I am glad for the opportunity.  The addiction to porn has continued not to trouble me particularly, and I feel it is something I have under control.  I may soon be about to live on my own and that poses a whole different set of problems, but I think I am strong enough not to give in even if I do have temptations.  I refuse to let down the people who care about me.

Days without alcohol: 58
Again, I haven't given in to this addiction either.  I am proud of myself, because this has been tough.  A few times I have been desperate to drink myself into oblivion but unable to get past the sense of responsibility within me to make people proud and not let them down.  Again, living alone will make this even more difficult, because that is when I traditionally did most of my drinking.  But I have shown that I can be strong and I plan to continue to be strong.

I am learning to stand up for myself, and I want to learn to stand up for the people I care about.  I will learn from my mistakes, and I will become a better person.