Days without porn: 103

It has been quite a while since I updated this blog, but I'm still not being troubled by this addiction.  Porn is something that I still find horrible to think about and I know that I'm never going back there again.
I'm more than half way through my course of group therapy and it's been a great help to me.  I don't know what it is exactly, but it's helped me think through a lot of things to do with my addiction, my relationship and my life in general.  I can feel myself becoming a better person all the time.

Days without alcohol: 103

Again, I haven't had a drink since the 4th of February.  This used to be very difficult, but it's getting a lot easier.  I still have times when I'm upset and stressed and I'd really like a drink, but I have no intention of letting down the people who believe in me.  I know I'm stronger than that.

I read a lot now.  I like reading.  I think it's a healthy thing for me to do.  My relationship has ups and downs and I know if I keep getting better there will be more ups than downs.  I am determined not just to beat my addictions, but to be a better person.  That's much easier without them.