Days without porn or alcohol: 179.

It's almost been six months since I last gave in to my addictions.  It hasn't been an easy six months, although it has been more the fallout of my addictions than the addictions themselves causing the problems.  I still long for alcohol every now and again and I hope that will go away eventually.  I don't long for porn.  I have found that I am stronger than I thought I was when it comes to controlling my addictions.  If only I knew ten years ago that I could be so strong.  My group has ended now, and I'm glad to have the time back knowing that everybody is still supporting me if I need them.

I've started to take control of my life for almost the first time.  I like it.  I'm happy living like this.